New Life,But Nothing is new..

Wow~ it has been a month I haven't updated my blog.. And simultaneously it has been a month for me being a UBD-ian..

Though it has been a month being a UBD-ian but I feel that there's nothing new things happened.. I mean there's no change.. I still act as a child,no commitment in doing my work;I finished my work at the very last minute and I have no fear in failing in my test.. Hmm~ I think I should changed a bit.. But it needs a lot of time for me.. :\

During my night before having a math's test,I had never finished single question as a practice.. Because I had my attention on "lepak2" with my friends rather than revising.. And the next day,I regret..The question was quite easy to answer but I never mananaged to answer some of the questions.. Hee~

That's my life nowadays

New Life,New Target...... Everything is going to be new~

It has been a week and a day in ubd and yeah it is fun to be one of the ubd-ians yet tiring.. Well~ since this is the first week,the level of tiredness aren't that great but soon the level will keep keep on increasing again and again due to assignments especially MIB;that's why I hate MIB.. Hehe..

At the same time,I manage to adapt the way of hostelite's life.. At first I thought the surrounding is kind of bored and silence.. But~ it goes the opposite way.. I can find many new friends here.. That is the advantage of being one of the hostelite :) But the feeling of missing my parents,grandparents and my relatives never ends..

I have nothing much to say though and

Good Bye~

Happy Belated Birthday To Me :)

Yeah,I'm 19 already.. Thanks god for the blessings.. But my birthday party didn't progress as I wanted.. :'( Too many bad things happened..

Yeah,I think this is my worst birthday party ever.. Don't wanna say what happened during my birthday party as I don't want to keep it in my mind anymore.. :'(

How worst my day was?

Being too emo nowadays.. not that "emo" but apa nya urang Brunei-emosi.. Ahhh fuckk off!! What is happening to me? I can't understand myself for some time..

Is it because of too much thinking? I've been thinking too much about uncesssary things for the week.. This usually happens before I go asleep.. And I suffered insommnia because of this.. Ahh!! I'm freaked out!!

I had searched through the internet of ways to cure this insomnia.. It only works for some time but not everyday..

No matter what,I have to solve this thing immediately before it is worsen..

4 days to go

We would like to inform that you have FITNESS TEST:
On : 3rd April 2010 (Sat) 8am
At : UBD Sports Complex
You are required to come with proper attire such as long pants, T-shirt (long sleeve for ladies) and sport shoes.
Please bring along your I.C, Badminton Racket and Small Towel.

The message was received on 24th March,2009.. Pheww,it was shocking.. I haven't attended fitness test before n I'm not prepared yet.. Wish me luck ;)

Frustrated but yet Satisfying

Results were already out.. The first thing came into my mind was what should I do next? I should plan carefully.. Hmmm -_-"

I'm glad that I passed the A level examination but~ there's a but.. hahaha apakannn~ OkOk lets get serious.. I felt frustrated about my grades but I'm satisfied.. Because I didn't expect that I pass but too bad no UK for me.. hahaha..

Let it be~ Because I know it's not my luck.. Hmm~ >.< But,I still blamed myself for it.. haha..

It wasn't one of my plan to get the scholarship,but when I saw my friends who are eligible for it,I felt down and almost crying.. haha.. damn it.. But congrates to all of my 18 mates.. Gd luck to all of u and enjoy ur life in UK.. :'(

Enough of it.. hehe.. But I'm satisfied with my result and thanks to god..

Results OMG!!

Time passes really quick.. I just realized it's already mid-january..

OMG OMG!! RESULTS!! RESULTS!!

The date where result is going to be released is getting nearer.. My hearts beats faster than usual and it will continues to beat much faster as it reach end of January(the expectation date).

What should I do if I pass or not? And the worst thing is what happened if I failed badly in the exam? How should I answer my parents if they are mad at me?

Damn it!! It's me who should be blamed if I failed.. me,Myself!! I didn't prepare much before the exam.. Yes!! I did prepare but its not for exam,it's for the holiday.. WOHOO!! Holiday~

And the holiday is going to end.. I regret it.. :'(

OMG,pls help me..