Life is sometimes cruel

Being emo for the last several hours and it is still lasting.. Not getting better,instead it's worsen..

Yeahh.. My lifetime is equal to sadness,ironic > happiness,I think so.. In general,every happy moment I had is just for a while and sadness conquers much of it..

I tweeted I prefer to die rather than hearing a sad news a few hours ago.. Yes this is true.. Absolutely true.. Well,I actually wanted to tweet "can someone just shoot me right on the head because I hate to stay alive.."

Yeah this is part of life but some sort of things is really unacceptable.. I really wish I could somebody else who live in an appropriate of life,where it should be..

Well I shouldn't say what was happening in here because I can't tell you the most sensitive matters which is too personal..

I wish I would never wake up from my sleep later because I don't want to hear sad news anymore..

Few more days to the new semester

I'll be back~ *2pm Mode* Wow! seems that I am highly spirited to make myself return to the study,NOT! Ohh Holiday I didn't spend u wisely because most of my holidays filled with sleeping :P

How am I gonna adapt this situation again because most of the time I used to be at home with my fellow cuzzies.. Hmm~ Hope I will be able to adapt well especially in the hostel during the upcoming fasting month..

What important is that I have to do well in this semester because I don't wanna see "F" anymore and also avoid getting a P if possible..

YOU CAN DO IT HAFIZHZUL!



still I have no mood to study :P

HY Family Forever :))

Hello! it has been how many months I had not blogging.. Well, the word "blogging" I've just seen just now on my cousin's tweet reminds me of it plus I've got something to post regarding the title :)

Let me say something about the HY family, this is the name of the group of our family.. This name came out of Alai Nisydah's or Nur Aleeya's mouth when we talk about renaming our group.. I don't remember what is the previous name of the group is.. Hehehe.. But I think this one is much nicer and modern a bit :p Well HY is is the acronyms of my grandparents name..

To the point:

Last night we had a family outing at Tutong's Public School :pp Why were we there? Ada bunga api bahh.. Hehe.. Uncle Ijul picked the place and yeah it was a safe&great spot for us to watch the fireworks from..

Punya lah banyak lawak semalam.. Ada2 saja bah.. Confirm inda buleh betamu :D Especially uncle Ijul,best lawak slumber nya.. Hehehe..

There's nothing more to say.. Just hoping there will be another family outing lagiii :))))

Here's some of the pic.. Enjoy

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New Life,But Nothing is new..

Wow~ it has been a month I haven't updated my blog.. And simultaneously it has been a month for me being a UBD-ian..

Though it has been a month being a UBD-ian but I feel that there's nothing new things happened.. I mean there's no change.. I still act as a child,no commitment in doing my work;I finished my work at the very last minute and I have no fear in failing in my test.. Hmm~ I think I should changed a bit.. But it needs a lot of time for me.. :\

During my night before having a math's test,I had never finished single question as a practice.. Because I had my attention on "lepak2" with my friends rather than revising.. And the next day,I regret..The question was quite easy to answer but I never mananaged to answer some of the questions.. Hee~

That's my life nowadays

New Life,New Target...... Everything is going to be new~

It has been a week and a day in ubd and yeah it is fun to be one of the ubd-ians yet tiring.. Well~ since this is the first week,the level of tiredness aren't that great but soon the level will keep keep on increasing again and again due to assignments especially MIB;that's why I hate MIB.. Hehe..

At the same time,I manage to adapt the way of hostelite's life.. At first I thought the surrounding is kind of bored and silence.. But~ it goes the opposite way.. I can find many new friends here.. That is the advantage of being one of the hostelite :) But the feeling of missing my parents,grandparents and my relatives never ends..

I have nothing much to say though and

Good Bye~

Happy Belated Birthday To Me :)

Yeah,I'm 19 already.. Thanks god for the blessings.. But my birthday party didn't progress as I wanted.. :'( Too many bad things happened..

Yeah,I think this is my worst birthday party ever.. Don't wanna say what happened during my birthday party as I don't want to keep it in my mind anymore.. :'(

How worst my day was?

Being too emo nowadays.. not that "emo" but apa nya urang Brunei-emosi.. Ahhh fuckk off!! What is happening to me? I can't understand myself for some time..

Is it because of too much thinking? I've been thinking too much about uncesssary things for the week.. This usually happens before I go asleep.. And I suffered insommnia because of this.. Ahh!! I'm freaked out!!

I had searched through the internet of ways to cure this insomnia.. It only works for some time but not everyday..

No matter what,I have to solve this thing immediately before it is worsen..