Frustrated but yet Satisfying

Results were already out.. The first thing came into my mind was what should I do next? I should plan carefully.. Hmmm -_-"

I'm glad that I passed the A level examination but~ there's a but.. hahaha apakannn~ OkOk lets get serious.. I felt frustrated about my grades but I'm satisfied.. Because I didn't expect that I pass but too bad no UK for me.. hahaha..

Let it be~ Because I know it's not my luck.. Hmm~ >.< But,I still blamed myself for it.. haha..

It wasn't one of my plan to get the scholarship,but when I saw my friends who are eligible for it,I felt down and almost crying.. haha.. damn it.. But congrates to all of my 18 mates.. Gd luck to all of u and enjoy ur life in UK.. :'(

Enough of it.. hehe.. But I'm satisfied with my result and thanks to god..

Results OMG!!

Time passes really quick.. I just realized it's already mid-january..

OMG OMG!! RESULTS!! RESULTS!!

The date where result is going to be released is getting nearer.. My hearts beats faster than usual and it will continues to beat much faster as it reach end of January(the expectation date).

What should I do if I pass or not? And the worst thing is what happened if I failed badly in the exam? How should I answer my parents if they are mad at me?

Damn it!! It's me who should be blamed if I failed.. me,Myself!! I didn't prepare much before the exam.. Yes!! I did prepare but its not for exam,it's for the holiday.. WOHOO!! Holiday~

And the holiday is going to end.. I regret it.. :'(

OMG,pls help me..

Holiday.....

The moment that I had waited has come.. Yeayy!! I'll be relaxing for 2 mnths.. But the feeling of missing the school time will never ends.. Friends,teachers&every great moments that we had shared and experienced together will surely be missed by everyone in the school.. Oooo God thanks for blessing of our lifes..

I'm wondering how's everyone? hee~

My holiday is just the same as my school-days,just that there's no school.. lol..
Staying out till dawn with my fellow cuzzies,then rises up late.. Hahaha It has been my daily routine right now..

Ok Everyone,I have to stop writting now as I don't have other things in my mind right now.. hehe.. Bye..



HAAPPPPYYYY HOOOOLIIIIDAYYY!!!!!

I Miss U..

I was staying at home.. Bored... Can't describe how I miss u..

OMG,pls help me.. I'll be suffering more if this continues..

Another new day started.. I woke up late...

I didn't go to school n again n again this makes me suffering more..

Boredom never ends,so do the feeling of missing u..

Oh Rain,come again another day... N better to be at nite.. Because I miss u... Football.. lol

A meaningless life

Hey there.. I'm here again to update my.... Hmmm,should I say "boring" page or anything related with the word "boring"..

Yeah,regarding the title of my post.. I've got something to share with but depends,you wanna read it or not.. Hehe.. Ok lets go straight to the point..

"I feel that I'm a diffrent from the others where I can't say that I'm not normal but I feel that I'm not normal.. Hee.. I can't really understand myself.. Let me explain sort of things that makes me feel weird:

1.Well,I prefer to be lonely but~ when I'm in the situation,I can't stand it.. Do u get what I mean? Well,what I mean is.. I'm a quiet type of person and seldom or don't have something to share with anybody;because of antah ahh.. Aku pun nda tau.. Then I decided to search for some place that is isolated.. But~ when I'm alone,mcm kna asingkan dri urang ada jua rasany.. Mcm nda urg mau bekwn sma aku.. Ntah ah.. Aku pun nda paham dri ku ane..

2.I do have wishlist which I always believe that I can achieve those wishes but whenever there's a something that hinder me to achieve the wishes I'm easily giving up.. Ironically,I do nothing to keep me in track again..

3.I'm used to smile eventhough that I'm sad or stress out.. Because I don't want my friends,my cousins n whoever that I'm close with to know that I'm sad n stress and worry bout me.. The problem is that keeping these feelings can make me down.. Should I continue to do the same thing?"

Ok mates,it's quite a long post which I've never did before.. But there's more to share regarding this post,nnt2 th ku ceta lg ah.. I'm glad that I can share with all of you in my page.. Because I'm pretty sad n depressed that I can't share these things through my own mouth,ganjil rasa ku.. Sayangny anugerah tuhan ane nda kna guna sebaikny.. =')

P.S: sory f there are somethng that u didn't understand.. Maklumlah english is not my mother language.. Hehe.. And~ do leave some cmmnts in the cbox,aight? *sniff2

ManU-Owen

Yeap.. Its true that ManU has signed Owen.. Waah~ Rooney n Owen,dua striker hebat.. Phew~ gd job Sir..

Btw skulah na g lma buka ne.. Yes! Ilang jua buring ne.. Ada jua kn dbuat.. & & & hwk ku blum siap mates.. Pls help me.. Huhu

LAPTOP ku rusak

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Laptop ku rusak ahh.. SHIT EHH!! It cost me a lot to fix the laptop.. Chana ne guys? Fuck myself,kcuaian sndri.. Darn it!